I wish that I could turn back time
Tell myself it's not worth trying
I closed my eyes to the truth
When I chose to see the best in you
You'll never know how much I went through
Never know how much I gave to you
Yet I still stayed, you couldn't do the same
Wished I loved me more than I did you
Don't know why I tried, why I tried
I'd cry after every fight, every fight yeah
This time I'll be, the one that I need
Then I will see, why I tried
I don't know why I tried, why I tried
I'd hate hearing all your lies, all your lies yeah
This time I'll be, the one that I need
Then I will see, why I tried
I'd keep going back in time
Trying to rewrite the past in my mind
Getting rid of nights that I blocked out
Now I see I should've chose myself
You'll never know how much I went through
Never know how much I gave to you
Yet I still stayed, you couldn't do the same
Wished I loved me more than I did you
Don't know why I tried, why I tried
I'd cry after every fight, every fight yeah
This time I'll be, the one that I need
Then I will see, why I tried
I don't know why I tried, why I tried
I'd hate hearing all your lies, all your lies yeah
This time I'll be, the one that I need
Then I will see, why I tried
Thought I wasted all my time
But I finally see why
If I could make you love me
Then maybe I could love me
Should've loved me all this time
Don't know why I tried, why I tried
I'd cry after every fight, every fight yeah
This time I'll be, the one that I need
Then I will see, why I tried
I don't know why I tried, why I tried
I'd hate hearing all your lies, all your lies yeah
This time I'll be, the one that I need
Then I will see, why I tried
I should've loved me, I should've loved me (why I tried)
I should've loved me, I should've loved me (why I tried)
I should've loved me, I should've loved me (why I tried)
This time I'll love me