Wes Idris - outtaplace Lyrics

Just moved out my parents house I'm twenty now
Took a gap year hopin' it would split the clouds
Everything's a worry, everything's so blurry
Wishin' my life would soon start turnin', yuh

And I still feel so
Outta place
I'm not workin' hard enough
And I wish nobody
Knew my face, anxiety just keeps

Buildin' up
Build, build, buildin' up
Build, build, buildin' up
Build, build, buildin' up
I wonder if they know exactly what they meant to me
We were young and dumb, but unafraid of anything
And I've been thinkin' back on all the f*cked up shit we did
It didn't end perfect I think it was worth it, but now I'm just tryna make amends

And I don't even like bein' out in the public
Prolly catch me dead before you find me at the function
Missin' all the friends I lost cause I fall in love quick
Somethin' that I must fix, yeah
Did it all to myself
Got nobody I could blame for all the damage I dealt so I'm gone
Still stuck tryna move on
Outta luck
Stay steady on my own, yeah
6:30 on my phone, yeah
And I pray to God I make it to the mornin'
Finally figure out the truth that I distorted
I was lost thinkin' that they weren't important, nah
Back then it was crazy
Tryna figure out which was the fakest lately
Everything started changin'
Now I wish I had it back even if they f*ckin' hate me