Westhaven - I Swear I'm Trying Lyrics

I force these pills back down my throat
Hoping they will make me sane
Throw back the prescribed chemicals
Tell me they will mask the pain
Where are we?
(Calm down, keep breathing)
Someone's behind me
(You're just overthinking)
I swear I'm trying
I can't calm down, I won't calm down
This fear is just so blinding

I can't go a single day
Without these thoughts invading my brain
They say time heals all wounds
So tell me why do I still lay here bleeding?
I can't find relief

In another sleepless daze
My thoughts begin to seize
Inhaling the nicotine
Gives me a moment of release
It's hopeless
(We all have those days)
I'm worthless
(You're worth more than you think)
It's endless
The pain, the grief
Tell me it gets better, I won't f*cking believe!

I can't go a single day
Without these thoughts invading my brain
They say time heals all wounds
So tell me why do I still lay here bleeding?
I can't find relief from anything you're telling me
So please would you just stop trying?

You say you're there, you say you're there
(But are you there?)
But do you care? But do you care?
(But do you care?)
You say you're there, you say you're there
(But are you there?)
But do you care? Do you care?

I can't find relief from anything you're telling me
But please don't stop trying