When Forever Finds Me - The Sins I Carry Lyrics

My heart has always been
In need of protection
From all that I've seen
No harbor, no anchor
To flee from the storm and the danger
Can you tell me
If there's some kind of cure;
To keep me from feeling
Can you tell me
Is it some kind of curse
This f*cking misery
Will I leave this world with hope or with regret?
Counting sins I carry, the ones I can't forget
The burning question remains: how much is too much to give?
There is no voice that is begging me to live
The light inside my eyes
It keeps fading out
But where does it go?
My armor; my haven
Containing a soul so misshapen
Time is to blame
For this perception of grief
This concept of failure
Can I escape
From this abject decay
This f*cking misery
Searching for a sign
Through fractured memories
This suffering and strife
Was it all for nothing?
All for nothing?
Read between the lines
There's something I can't see
I'm trapped inside my mind
Can you show me something?
Show me something
Will we leave this world with hope or with regret?
Counting sins we carry; the ones we can't forget
The burning question remains: how much is too much to give?
There is no voice begging us to live