I was trapped in the dark
Still aint find me no light
I presented my art
Told me i was alright
I remember my start
In my bedroom at 9
11 years running
Still aint fabricated a rhyme
They took this shit as a joke
Niggas thought it was hype
And that motivated me to work my hardest in life
If you hearing this now
I send my sympathy nigga
Cause the pressure on them now
To put an end to me nigga
Told my momma i would do it, so there aint no looking back
Told my niggas i would do it, imma take em out the trap
Then pay off my moms expenses then pay off my girl's tuition
Then graduate, and stunt niggas who said that i'd never finish
On a mission
To prove every single motherf*cker wrong
Took my last 50 dollars
And did this motherf*cking song
Made it back within a week
Cause a nigga gotta eat
I been down a couple times
But im always right back on my feet
Man this some real shit, spilling out my life story
They can imitate, but they cant live this life for me
This some real shit, spilling out my life story
So dont judge me, until you live this life for me
So this is coming to an ending
All of the passion that I'm regretting
All the hate that you've been sending
And I think that I'm just starting to get the message
F*cking with you is blocking my blessings
Like Mutumbo playing reverend
You & I be fighting like we playing Teken
She always looking for combat
I'm just tryina kill the pussy like fatalities
I grab the weed,I pack it like it's bout to leave
I light it up like Christmas Eve
And burn it like some calories
Subconsciously my heart on freeze
Emotions lie all on my sleeve
But you just lie between the sheets
Laid up with him, ignoring me
Supposed to be my wife to be
Better days are hard to see
Tied up in polygamy
Forgot what's right in front of me
Sometimes it her, sometimes it's you
A top 2 with no number 2
I think I know just what to do
But really I don't have a clue
You need me & I need you
But deep down we both know the truth
This is only temporary
Thought that it was legendary
Double life, contemporary
Had you as my secondary
Chasing me like Tom & Jerry
Dead you like a cemetery
You know I'll always love you
Sorry that I'll never trust you
Block your page on all my socials
Crop you out all my photos
Think about you when I'm dolo
Wonder if you laying solo
Did you change your phone number
Like you always said you would
Lately I've been wanting to see
But ion really think I should
I don't really think I could
Dial up all 7 digits
Too bad that I can't forget it
Wonder if she let him hit it
F*ck it it's the best decision
Bitches come one & a million
Won't forget this f*cking feeling
Like a tattoo or a piercing
Throw my prayers up to the ceiling
Only lord knows how I'm feeling
Only lord how I struggle
Wake up every day & hustle
Gotta hold on tight don't fumble
Cause life is trying to f*ck you
So I always keep a rubber
Gotta thank the man above ya
Kept me safe from goin under
Keeping Angels undercover
Never talk to undercover
Always look out for my brothers
Got a lovely praying mother
Gotta make and stack this butter
Always gotta chase the cream
Never losing sight of dreams
20/20 how I'm seeing
Clear view no visine
Real shit, spilling out my life story
They can imitate, but they cant live this life for me
This some real shit, spilling out my life story
So dont judge me, until you live this life for me
Man this some real shit, spilling out my life story
They can imitate, but they cant live this life for me
This some real shit, spilling out my life story
So dont judge me, until you live this life for me
(Hol up)
(Mack go crazy)