I wish you would have let me die
Your fingertips gently close my eyes
Like feathers masking all the pain inside
I'd give a piece of me to turn back time
But no love will thrive from here
The constant deceiving and misaligned lust
No other embrace was ever enough
Self hatred and loathing is all that I've got
As the endless reminder of all that I've lost
I'll hold the memories of
The warmth of your touch
And the love in your eyes
Until it stops my breath
I still feel you here with me