Now I'm no deadbeat
But I'm tired of doing the same thing
Sick of routine
Got me feeling so empty
Need a new dream
To wake me from this deep sleep
I push and I push and I try
Try and I try as I might
Trying to break this cycle
And climb out this black hole
Push and I push and I try
Try and I try as I might
Trying to not feel psycho
Find my happy and let go
A smile on the outside
Pain deep within
You'd never know cuz you think she's confident
A traffic jam of thoughts in my head
Black clouds covering me in bed
Where's the light in this tunnel?
Oh where's the light in this tunnel?
Sometimes I'm irrational
A basketcase melting down, you know
I try to fight it, can't you see?
A smile can be so misleading
I push and I push and I try
Try and I try as I might
Trying to break this cycle
And climb out this black hole
Push and I push and I try
Try and I try as I might
Trying to not feel psycho
Find my happy and let go
A smile on the outside
Pain deep within
You'd never know, cuz you think she's confident
A traffic jam of thoughts in my head
Black clouds covering me in bed
Where's the light in this tunnel?
Oh where's the light in this tunnel?
Don't be afraid, we all make mistakes
And I, and I, I know, I know
And I, and I, I know, I know
And I, and I, I know, I know
Look, listen, and feel
Trust yourself and make it real
And I, and I, I know, I know
And I, and I, I know, I know
And I , and I, I know, I know