I've been thinking about
All the things I would have said to you...
Okay
I've been thinking about
All the things I would have done with you
And I wish I could have the chance to talk to you
I've been thinking about
All the things I would have said to you
And it's true so that's why I had to talk to you
I'm missing you today little one...
They know I got a daughter, they know I got a son
But no one really knows how you seem to fit into all of this, plus, your daddy is a pessimist
I think I'm going psycho
With each and every cycle
Lord I'm your disciple
Even when the lights low
That's how the dice rolls
You go, I go
I think it's time we head out for a nice stroll
Unlucky number 13
Nothing is a sure thing
'stead of waking up to baby cries
I am hearing her scream
Tears start bursting
Nurse thinks it's routine
Nut there's never been a worse thing
This the type of thing that I wanna stay hidden from
This is like a hit and run, everything has been undone
Knocked me down even though I just started getting on
Feeling so numb and my life is at a minimum
I've been thinking about
All the things I would have done with you
And I wish I could have the chance to talk to you
I've been thinking about
All the things I would have said to you
And it's true so that's why I had to talk to you
I really didn't think I could ever be this enthused
We were on a mission but I wish it went a different route
Know your mama misses you
And I just want a kiss from you
Thinking bout the love from your brother and your sister too
Little voice is just what I'm wishing I could listen to
Tell me that this isn't true, wish i had some different news
Now it's causing me to contemplate my decisions too
Just a couple weeks but my love is unconditional
Now that you can hear me baby maybe you talk to God
Ask Him why do things have to be so hard
As a matter of fact
You're the first thing in life that I ever struggled with
So this is like a double diss
Sorta like i pulled the bat back and I swung and missed
Not fair i dealt with, this type of punishment
Hopefully you get the gist, what good can come from this?
Please tell your daddy cuz i want to be an optimist
I've been thinking about
All the things I would have done with you
And I wish I could have the chance to talk to you
I've been thinking about
All the things I would have said to you
And it's true so that's why I had to talk to you