White WolfBear Christ - Hard Time Lyrics

I'm having a hard time tryna be what I'm not
And it's been so long I don't remember what it was like
To have a normal mind or to sleep well at night
My thoughts keep me up
Knowing I'll never be alright

I need some silence some solace
You can't comprehend the size of my problems
Always stressing bout the little things
That never matter anyways
Conquer like Byzantine
My mind when I hesitate
Throws me down the stairs
Shove me off a cliff
Baby
I don't really care
You ain't f*ckin with a jit
I got Christ's long hair
And philosophy to match
We are all one
Yeah my father don't tax
It's all about love
So don't get attached
Just live and relax
Smoke a fat doink
Read my book
Ya Codes of Light
The truth will have you shook
And feeling just right
Flying by the moon

When the day turns to night
When the days turn to night
When the day turns to night time
I thread the needle
And get by

Never worry bout
None of that problems
I don't have none of them
I just solve em
For everyone else
I feel like a zombie
Robot powered by holy spirit omie
Oh my god
I think I'm really f*cked up
Walking down the park
And I look up
And I see
Big friends of mine
In a UFO
Lookin real sublime

I'm having a hard time tryna be what I'm not
And it's been so long I don't remember what it was like
To have a normal mind or to sleep well at night
My thoughts keep me up
Knowing I'll never be alright

I need some silence some solace
You can't comprehend the size of my problems
Always stressing bout the little things
That never matter anyways
Conquer like Byzantine
My mind when I hesitate
Throws me down the stairs
Shove me off a cliff
Baby
I don't really care
You ain't f*ckin with a jit
I got Christ's long hair
And philosophy to match
We are all one
Yeah my father don't tax
It's all about love
So don't get attached
Just live and relax
Smoke a fat doink
Read my book
Ya Codes of Light
The truth will have you shook
And feeling just right
Flying by the moon

When the day turns to night
When the days turn to night
When the day turns to night time
I thread the needle
And get by

Cosmic reflections
It's all just a mirror
Keep looking around
You'll see nothing but innards
It's all just a liquid
Drown or you swim
Don't forget your identity
Love that's within
Infinite consciousness
Wanting to live
Cuz what's all that fun
About nonexistence
Just endless free peace
But this is different
Forgetting yourself
Is what this really is