Whitefish - Ander Helfte Lyrics

It just stings
The way that I wish i was the one in your head
The way that I wish I was the one in your bed
All the venom that we spewed
Really messed with our heads
It tore us to shreds

And I wish that I could go back
To the times before the fights
And all of our friends
They all say that were right
And your new boyfriend he hates me
But I guess thats quite alright
Yeah its okay (Its just what I deserve)

I want you so bad
But you don't see it
I took too long and you
Lost all your feelings
And I just don't know why
I do this to myself
I do this man
I wish you still loved me like you did
When we first met

Hazel eyes had me enchanted
Angel wings and morning frost
Now the feelings unrequited
And the past is too far gone
Vacant state, I sit unnoticed
Reminiscing what went wrong
But it doesn't bring you back

I want you so bad
But you don't see it
I took too long and you
Lost all your feelings
And I just don't know why
I do this to myself
I do this man
Because I still love you like I did
When we first met

And as you walk away from me
As I'm standing still right here
Maybe ill change my name
Or maybe ill dissapear
I hope ill cross your mind sometimes
But you'll be long far gone
And you won't love me like you did when we first met

And when you said
You don't love me anymore
I collapsed
On the hardwood floors

I want you so bad
But you don't see it
I took too long and you
And you lost all your feelings
And I just don't know why
I do this to myself
I do this man
Because I still love you like I did
When we first met
I want you so bad
And I know you see it
I f*cked it up and it
Shattered me into pieces
And I just don't know why
I do this to myself
I do it be-

Cause I still love you like I did
When we first met

And I hope he loves you like we did
When we first met

I wish you'd let me love you like I did
When we first met