I've just taken the time now it's all come unglued and I see the real you
I can't tell if what I left behind was worth giving up
My mind is wired to hate myself by design, sabotage what little I have left and watch as it dies
Do you feel the same way?
All alone led astray
Is the start of something I wish I could shake but I can't
I can't see myself through this without you
Hate the fact I can't seem to let you go
Even under soil and dirt with a tombstone etched by you
I'd still be there to help you hide my bones
There was never an easy way out
Tried all the things I could do
Swallowed pills, prayed for death. But these pills taste like you
I can feel the chill of your breath, haunt like a ghost in the room
You're presence here is past tense
Your false pretence presents but I conclude
I can't see myself through this without you
Hate the fact I can't seem to let you go
Even under soil and dirt with a tombstone etched by you
I'd still be there to help you hide my bones