Whole Wheat Bread - Stuck In Da Dark Lyrics

[Chorus]
I try hard to do the right shit
but I'm stuck in da dark with no light switch
now I hold my suspended license
and I'm constantly goin through crisis
so maybe I could remain silent
but I ain't got no reason to hide it
and the only way I know to fight this
is to stay on the road of the righteous

[Verse 1]
Time's goin by, I'm gettin older but
I'm feeling like I'm still 19 and broke as f*ck
in my early twenties, still ain't worth a penny
head full of weed smoke, surp, and henny
I spend my time gettin faded can't stop it
if I clean my act up there's no way you can stop me but
I still gotta feed the demons that inside my mind
stuck in da dark feeling like my eyes are blind
I try to cut the corners and it never worked
so I take it as a lesson but...

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
I almost 30 years old...yet
I wake up every mornin in the cold...sweat
it use to be visions of my own...death
but now I'm seein secrets that my soul's...kept
but uh, dream deferred what scene do I prefer
when I'm sleepin next to you, I'm dreamin bout her
and now I sleep with her, it's you that I dream about
I can't decide which one of you I wanna be without
I'm a pieces I'm indecisive
stuck in da dark trying to find this light switch
so self righteous myself I fight with
so I seem stuck in this cycle like this
if I could only see what lies ahead
then I might find sleep when I'm lying in my bed...

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Let's drown ourselves in empathy
cuz that's the way it has to be
I don't care what you've bled for me
I'd rather have my Hennessey

so maybe I could remain silent...