1217 Video (MV)

Cheers
You want to do something funky
Met last
Your life drives me crazy
Drinking from the bottle, won't be thinking really clearly
I told god to fear in me
For the pain you put me through, stop my eyes from tearing
Too many conspiracies, hate the way they look at me
Really want some love, always find a way to ruin it
Treat me like I'm different, like I am a f*cking alien
Watch her take my soul
Nowhere left to go
Says she's done with me
Karma wrote her notes
Hiding where the light doesn't reach
Feeling like Jeffrey, they don't understand me
Cut you into pieces, I'mma feed you to my family
Homicidal thoughts with my suicidal tendencies
I might be the bad guy, but at least I'm f*cking listening
Hold my hand while I run away from pain
This isn't the only thing that makes me feel this way
Keep telling myself that it's just another day
Before I run away, people always thought I wasn't capable of change
Start to use avoidance so I don't feel all this pain
My life is filled with all this pain, not capable of change
Take away my lifespan, now I'm feeling lifeless
I don't feel myself, feels like if I'm not a person
Her loves drives me crazy,
Drinking from the bottle, won't be thinking really clearly
I told god to fear in me
For the pain you put me through, stop my eyes from tearing
Too many conspiracies, hate the way they look at me
Really want some love, always find a way to ruin it
Treat me like I'm different, like I am a f*cking alien