Holdin' emotions when problems get in my way
Been a sucker for love, but I keep on runnin from her
Holdin' problems against me, still can't tell who I can trust
Is it all in my head
I don't wanna think about it, cause some bad omen
Hold on to her tight, but she keeps on lettin
Me go
Walked a couple miles on the side of the road
Losin' self will, I got no more hope for myself
No more last resort, guess I gotta live alone
F*ck the repercussions, I'm done
Pulled into the darkness, I'm gone
Don't get the difference between good, right, or wrong
I met the reaper, he wasn't sendin' me up
Put in perdition, there's too much blood on my hands
Inner thoughts are killer, won't survive through this again
Losin' the light world, also losin' my friends
I know I won't be able to see them again
Sayin' goodbye since I know I won't get the chance
Holdin' emotions when problems get in my way
Been a sucker for love, but I keep on runnin from her
Holdin' problems against me, still can't tell who I can trust
Is it all in my head
I don't wanna think about it, cause some bad omen
Hold on to her tight, but she keeps on lettin
Me go
Walked a couple miles on the side of the road
Losin' self will, I got no more hope for myself
No more last resort, guess I gotta live alone
Only good thing from drinkin' is that I start to feel numb
Drinkin' too much, I'm passin' out, don't pay no mind
They call me the villain, hope that they believe in change
Tellin' my feelings, it don't get easy for me
I get really sad and I start to drink a ton
I can never breathe from the smoke inside my lungs
I can never think about what's really goin' on
Happens way too often and it happens all the time
Holdin' emotions when problems get in my way
Been a sucker for love, but I keep on runnin from her
Holdin' problems against me, still can't tell who I can trust
Is it all in my head
I don't wanna think about it, cause some bad omen
Hold on to her tight, but she keeps on lettin
Me go
Walked a couple miles on the side of the road
Losin' self will, I got no more hope for myself
No more last resort, guess I gotta live alone