Darkness in Light Video (MV)

White dog
Yeah
I started with nothing
I made it way past my original budget
Still I ain't budging, Nothing's enough till it is done
And I'm not done yet, Is it loving or lusting?
When I fall down, I'll get back up
And adjust, Just brush it off
I'm coming, Pause, Shut it, That's just disgusting
First being fresh, Started on a scene
Being broke, My mom had me, She was just 17
Nobody knew what to do, What I'd grow to be
A pain in the ass well, Possibly
Nicotine patches Can't get rid of me
Even my teachers never believed in me
In class, Writing rhymes and poetry
Hoping somebody someday out there would notice me
I got more than a secret recipe
Like a music whiz, I have sorcery
Open up your notebooks, Jot this possibility
I won't quit rap till I have everything I need
If you want aggression, I can give hostility
I dare you to enter the center proximity
I warn you, I don't do this for publicity
Being called honky doesn't bother me
If you diss me, Be ready for humility
Honestly, I have Asperger's, I'm a nerd
With the words, My whole life was spent on a back burner
Watching everyone turn, Getting close can be dangerous
Being attached is how I got hurt
I can get away with murder over verse
The verdict occurs, A hearse with no church
Blood thirst, Who first, Dispersed from earth
With each lyric spit, I get a little bit bigger
Looking at a critic like a baby sitter
Cause you always watch me, Feeling a bit bitter
You don't even consider how I shivered every winter
I must get under like a splinter cause everybody's bitter
I'm not much of a quitter, Everybody is a sinner
You better be a good swimmer
Before the water simmers
The darkness in light, Somebody enters
Light in darkness, Or dark forever?
Nothing's guaranteed, Just remember
At any moment you can get dismembered
Who's it gonna be, The offended or the sender?
It's the darkness in light, Not the light In dark this time, It's embers
I laugh when I get called a
Motor mouth, I motor boat titties
With the intensity of Detroit City, I feel like a piece of shit
The only thing I bites my lip, I question integrity
Everyone acts like they're better or they seem to know more than me
Basing it off ethnicity
My self esteem blew away with a breeze
I live with what's written philosophy
Then I found my domain, My Matt Forte
Rap in fourth grade, No contract paid
My contacts, Changed like context, Weight
Attached like chains, Insane wordplay
My zodiac signs, Aries, Okay?
Red flag, I push everything away
I feel like I'm on a belt conveyed, Running in place, Wait
I belong inside an insane asylum
Save yourself the time, I keep piling up my problems in this aisle
Why is it when I give an inch, You take a mile?
I don't flinch when I'm in pain, I learned to smile
I've got an itch fired from the hip
Growing up, I was told I'm not the brightest child
I almost died, Now I want to be alive
This is wild
I'm fighting for my life I'm breaking the code, Changing the design
They keep telling me no, Get back to body line
I can't wait for them to criticize me this time
It's not genocide, This is darkness in light
Step on the pedal, I'm on another level, Out of sight
I can keep it simple, Or civil they don't want the fight
I got a riddle with initials, What's opposite of M and M?
Skittles, I'm breaking the brittle tonight
I keep scrolling through socials when I'm not intact
Let's see how fast I can paint this room red
Who's Doja Cat? I'm Kurt Cobain
Austin's off in his coffin, Here's his toe tag
F*ck it, I was told I can't rap
But look at you, Piss ants
Fatal attraction causes the opposite to attract
You stay mad while I make every track as if it's my last
You got cataracts, You can't see me pass
Like the tweakers in Cresco, Cutting through grass
To get their next batch, My neighborhood's whack
People say all white rappers, Sound the same
Yelawolf compromises that
I'm Albert Einstein, But with rap
Silver tongue with no silver platter
I'm an Irish dirty bastard, Pitter-patter, Chatter
The next chapter of rappers are getting cleaned up after
Like how I get a clean shave, Looking like a baby face
For f*ck's sake, I come from a state where everyone's the same
Is it A.I. or IA?
Copy paste, To me it's all the same
NPCs in a video game, No ill will, I don't want to play
I'm sick and tired of complaints
I'm fed up enough with all the fakes
I can't fix trucks but beat your brakes
Raising your voice will be a mistake
When you're the one who started this hate