An agonizing fight against the demon within me It's a never ending battle and it's making me crazy
Hate rage and anger burning in my veins
There's a reason I'm the monster and you'll
See it today
The voices whisper kill and it echoes in my brain
But I've gotta do my best to keep it
Locked away
I know that if I don't my life will be ruined
It'll be me who the cops are pursuing
Every voice I fight it whispers useless trash
It brings my fragile psyche to an immediate crash
The liquor tries to tell me
That I'll be alright but I swear I'm gonna take somebody's life tonight
A couple of stabs and a couple of bangs
When they catch up to me I know that I'll hang
And it's all because of the evil inside
I can guarantee you that nobody will cry
At least they won't for me
But they will for her
Anything can happen in this grim brutal world
I'm totally insane and that is okay
I'm done keeping my demons locked away
You can call me crazy it's not an insult
Nor is it the work of something supernatural
So I think it's time for me to kill them all everyone no one will be breathing by the
Time that I am done
Am I going insane or is there really someone with me
Is it all in my brain or at the bottom of this whiskey
When I'm drinking this Jim Beam got me faded kind of tipsy
That my shadow on the wall or is the devil trying to trick me?
I see no point in to remember a name
Everybody's always joking like a fool in a game The smoke is choking and my lungs trying to make me insane
Hell is knocking at my door and I can't even complain
You tried to make it seem like I was nothing more than a beast
Like I never even cared about you or your disease You're just so wretched to me
And you're as sick as can be
With all the problems that you bring your weight is straight killing me
It is apparent to see that nothing's I'll ever be
It's just a hobby when I'm rapping cause I do it for free
I don't want a paycheck I don't want to be the best
All I really want is happiness like the rest
Is it too much to ask another body in the
Mass
Would you know if I was here or disappeared in a flash
I'm feeling stir crazy I slashed my baby
Now I'm freezing in this cold and thinking that I went crazy
I acted too soon on a thought under the moon Now I wish she was with me like she was this afternoon
But f*ck it it's over
What more can I do?