Lost in thought in a pitch black room
The air is full of despair and gloom
I sit all alone with a bottle of booze
Stuck in my head, man, what am I to do
I see strange shadows dancing on the walls
I got my cell phone on silent, no one ever calls
I rarely leave my house cause the voices are too strong
Telling me to do bad things, I have to fight it off
I can feel the darkness spreading in my mind
Sometimes I wish that I wasn't alive
I think it's depression that's leading me astray
Anger and sadness flowing in my veins
The shadows seem to push me closer to the edge
I'm getting the strange feeling that they want me dead
They have lit the walls and now they're in my head
It doesn't make me happy, no, it fills me up with dread
It clearly doesn't matter, how much I drink Demons in my head and they're telling me what to think
Active day and night, I can barely sleep a wink
Everybody tells me, I need to see a shrink
I can feel the darkness spreading in my mind
Sometimes I wish that I wasn't alive
I think it's depression that's leading me astray
Anger and sadness flowing in my veins
The sadness turns to rage
I have finally snapped
No longer caged, I am no longer trapped
The shackles have been shattered
And now I am free
To do what I want, to do what I please
I have become one with the demons inside They're getting me excited and now I feel alive
It's exhilarating, that I can't deny
This whole new feeling has got me feeling high
It doesn't matter who I hurt, they can say goodbye
I'm completely changed, I'm a very different guy
My chains are set free, I'm completely untied
And now that I am free, it's time for you to die
I can feel the darkness spreading in my mind
Sometimes I wish that I wasn't alive
I think it's depression that's leading me astray
Anger and sadness flowing in my veins
The sadness turns to rage, I have finally snapped
No longer caged, I am no longer trapped
The shackles have been shattered
And now I am free
To do what I want, to do what I please