Happy Video (MV)

I wish I was happy
I wish you were happy
I wish I was everything you needed and want
I wish I could be there
I'm sorry I'm not there
I'm sorry bout this
I'm sorry bout everything I couldn't I fix
I'm sorry you got caught up in the mix of it up in it all
I wish I could fix it
But
I guess everything happens for reason
But I'm tired of stressing I'm tired of guessing
It's part of a plan I don't wanna be
Part of this plan I just wanna be
Happy
I'm tired of stressing
I don't want to do this any f*cking more
I'm tired of stressing I'm tired of guessing
I just wanna be
Just wanna be

Happy
But I can't do this anymore
I'm struggling
With my mental health
It's taking hold of me
What do I have to do to be
Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
Yeah

I'm tired of struggling
I'm tired of juggling with my life
Why does everything I do end with me asking myself why
I'm tired of living
I'm tired of this
Tired of this f*cking flow
But everything I do
Brings me back to you
Cuz you're the reason
I'm not happy
I haven't been happy years
Still holding back these tears eh
But I'm trying to switch gears
Just tell me how to be
Motherf*cking happy
Bitch that's all I f*cking want
Tell me how
Tell me why
Where have you been
Why'd you do this tell me why
Why haven't I pulled the trigger yet

Everything I do
Brings me back to you
Tell me how to be
Tell me how to be
Happy yeah

Happy
But I can't do this anymore
I'm struggling
With my mental health
It's taking hold of me
What do I have to do to be
Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
Yeah