Drunk Driving Video (MV)

Playing Resident Evil zoned out on the couch, orange
Dust on my fingers, thinking about
The last words that we said, wondering if I meant them
Laying in your bed, when it felt so empty and

I'm such a mess, and I think my friends can see it
Self-destructive wreck, no motivation or feeling
I'd never admit it, but I think that I'm reeling
Out of control, and I'll bust through the ceiling

Try to blame it on me, the reason you no longer care
When a gaslight's all you got, it's hard to see what's really there
To tired to focus, too bitter to care
Your life passes by in a cold, empty stare

Hating everything, no inhibitions at all
Drunk driving through life and it's anyone's fault
But my own, and my room hasn't been cleaned in weeks
In bed with Mulholland Drive on repeat

I'm such a mess, and I think my friends can see it
They wouldn't tell me cuz I won't believe it
Almost touched your hand that night on the beach trip
But I was too afraid of possibly feeling

Try to blame it on me, the reason you no longer care
When a gaslight's all you got, it's hard to see what's really there
To tired to focus, too bitter to care
Your life passes by in a cold, empty stare

And I can't help but wonder if this is all there is
If there's anything more than this cycle endless
So tell me a story and sing me to sleep
It's all that I have and that's all I wanna keep

Save me
Save me from myself
Save me
Save me from my, save me from myself