Close your eyes
I'm not here right now
You're not coming back
I didn't mean to blame you
For everything that happened
All the shit I put you through
Now you left me in the dust alone
And I'm still not gone
Watching over shoulders
I'm so scared right now
What if you don't come back?
What if I'm alone?
What if nothing is the same?
And nothing ever stays
Gold
But I guess that I'm the fool
For watching over you
Everything you've ever wanted
Right in the palm of your hand
But I guess that I'm the fool
For giving it all to you
To you
Cross the knife and stab my back
You're not ever coming back
To me, to me, to me, to me
Tonight, I die
I'm all right
Grab my hand and pull me closer
Tell me baby it's not over
But I guess that I'm to blame
For pushing it all this way
I'm begging you to stay
Don't ever push me away
Stay gold
I don't want you to change
Don't ever push me away
Stay golden
I don't wanna be the blame
I guess that I'm the same
And I'm still not gone
Watching over shoulders
I'm so scared right now
What if you don't come back?
What if I'm alone?
What if nothing is the same?
And nothing ever stays
Gold