The House I Lived In Video (MV)

The haunted shell of this home stares back at me with no remorse
I never thought I'd find myself on these grounds again
I left a part of myself to die here. I left a part of myself to die

Now it's part of me again
Twisted perversions twisting my every thought
Toxic intentions making me believe what's not
What once was perfect was polluted by my restless mind

Piece by piece this house was built on a need to feed
Brick by brick this hell was built to consume me
I laid the labor just to stare at my reflection
Destruction disguised as perfection

I spent these past five years just wallowing in fear
I tried to escape death but I think he's just near
It's all I see in my dreams

Living every day as a lie, trying not to turn away from pride
Broken by living with a mask on my face
Depravity stares back at me through the vines and the ivy
The house I lived in harbors horrors inside

And now they're part of me again
Twisted perversions twisting my every thought
Toxic intentions making me believe what's not
I reached out and I touched the ivy, now the poison's inside of me