Wimbledon Alley - This Isn't a Tennis Match (feat. Scottay) Lyrics

This isn't what you expected to see
I'm making progress, just hoping you see this
And all I want is to be set free
It's time you found out what it's like to be me

I'm trying my hardest not to disappoint you
I'll travel my farthest just so I could see you
Making decisions was never my strong suit
Just hoping you feel this the same way that I do

I'll keep my thoughts to myself
Cause that's where they should stay
I'm losing all sense of self
What could be wrong with me?
Growing up isn't what I wanted
But giving up isn't where I'm headed

This isn't who I expected to be
Is this progress really progress or is it just me?
All I need is more time, just more time you'll see
My indecision was decision and now it's wrecking me

I'm never moving past this, I'll always be a sad kid
But you won't have to deal with me
Cause I'll be the person I was meant to be