Wishi 6k - Forest Lyrics

Now I gotta take a pill to help the growing pains
Too long to figure how I feel, forever had to fake
The cap I peel supposed to help me from a break
Gotta eat a meal, gotta numb my brain
I f*cking hate every mirror man for goodness sake
I'll never change since a child wanna snap the frames
I tend to hide away so pictures I don't have to take
You must be so amazed the way I'm acting on a stage
Borderline bulimic only thing I can control
When all these demons from my past are always on patrol
I'll find the meaning when I'm sleeping and my mind rolls
I'll find the meaning when I'm sleeping and my mind rolls
I once remember the day I said I'd never change
Now I'm stuck in my own way healing my pain
I remember the fear when I would wipe the tears
Now I ain't feel nothing in a f*cking year
I once remember the day I said I'd never change
Now I'm stuck in my own way healing my pain
I remember the fear when I would wipe the tears
Now I ain't feel nothing in a f*cking year
I'll take the mental beating since I know with time I grow
It's life ya know, I wrote this for the damned souls
Who try to stay afloat when the ocean is sinking boats down into sorrow we live and see tomorrow
We breath the same air thinking about what is the cost though?
The judgement ain't fair look how they criticized picasso
I'm in the blue era the somber colors match the sorrow
Dry as Sahara my persona is all a f*cking show
But they could never tell I had a demon latched onto my back I swear to god I thought I'd end up residing in hell
Hiding inside a shell when honestly my honesty I tend to lack the negative thoughts will always come and prevail
I'll put a price tag on my soul it's for sale
I foresee when grim reap put six feet under me
I look over my faults I jump borders and walls
Find truth and new meaning turn keys and complete
I once remember the day I said I'd never change
Now I'm stuck in my own way healing my pain
I remember the fear when I would wipe the tears
Now I ain't feel nothing in a f*cking year
I once remember the day I said I'd never change
Now I'm stuck in my own way healing my pain
I remember the fear when I would wipe the tears
Now I ain't feel nothing in a f*cking year