Shell Video (MV)

Antidepressants hit
Still my mind makes me wanna spit
Lifeless infinity
Appears as my saving destiny
These thoughts of ending it all
Are holding me before I fall
I am disfunctional
You can't do anything
As I remain an empty shell
You will see me walking towards hell
Crippling loneliness forever with me
Hold your empty promises
There is no guarantee
A victim of myself, this evil poisoned mind
Where is the exit
Now let me leave this world behind
I am disrupted
You won't save me
From this surrounding emptiness
Your good will won't get me out of this hell
Too weak for suicide
Too weak for suicide
Who is there to get me out?
Where and when?
What is all of this about?
Through all this time I
Keep asking myself
What did I do wrong
Who have I failed
No place to place the blame
My disgusting body forever filled with shame
Fishing for empathy
Only way to tether friends
My scarred skin remains untouched
From their tied hands
To sneak their pity no solution
Mind already driven by ridiculous delusion
Too weak for suicide
No, nothing is right
Too weak for suicide
At the tunnel's end there is no light
No way to execute my will
After all, what's there to kill