How can I go on without you
I tried my best
Not to doubt you
I guess it was all in vain
Shadows show beneath the sunlight
And pretty birds begin a long flight to happy times
Where they can change
But it's all over now
And I'm not here
I fought so hard to stay
But it's all clear
I was dancing
Around expectations and avoiding my evaluations
I couldn't sleep so I woke up
I tried to fly but I couldn't cut it
I tried to sing
But it wasn't worth it and I suffer for it
Every day
But it's all over now
And I'm not here
I fought so hard to stay
But it's all clear
That you deserved a better home
And a better life too
I guess I'm talking to myself
It seems so hard to talk to you
And now that I can face the sunset
I'll find a way to make it happen
I'll find a way to make it to next year
And those pretty birds and evaluations
They all melt down
Emancipations and proclamations
I'm free to go
But it's all over now
And I'm not here
I fought so hard to stay
Maybe next year
I'll leave you for a better man
And a better person too
I guess I shouldn't say such things
But there is nothing else to do
So it's all over now
My conscience clear
And at the end of the day
I'm not here