Witch Hunt - Thunder Lyrics

Everyday, things turn a little more grey
And the smoke in my brain, is getting hard to refrain
But I'll stay a little longer, keep your head from going under
Cause we were never cut out for play
But I don't care for what they say
And my effort's a useless blunder if I won't live for the crack of that thunder
But I've got to keep my name
Your discomforts okay, I wanna relish in my pain
Every f*cking day, I've got to keep my straight face
But I'm drawn to testing those waters
Wanna know if there's something worth falling
Cause we are tangled in a dangerous game
What kind of pain are you icing away?
And I know that I'm cursed by the water
I love a kind of life where it's filling up with thunder
I don't want to be this way
Are you awake?
Cause your eyes are open, but you can't see my face
And you were right to wait
But you're still the same
Is this the life that you crave?
Cause your eyes are broken, you're running in the same place
And you're deceitful with grace
But I can see through your haze
I lay the gas on the murderer swims in my skin
I wasn't always bad but it festered within
I had my teeth kicked in by the world I was born in
And so I've given in there's no place for me here