Sick of hearing whispers in the dark
Harmonize the ticking of the clock
Lived my whole life with this sickness
Losing fear of death, living reckless
How much longer can I face my demons alone
When all I feel is cold
Excuses wearing thin
The reaper's arms look so comforting
Just give it time, that's what everyone said
But every morning brings me closer to a hole in my head
A slave to depression
Indefinite pain
Slave to carnal desires and anxiety
I'll face the truth
And tie my own noose
Pray for happiness
But death will probably come first
If I Endure the pain
I'll live in agony
And die in vain
But If I die on my knees
At least I'll finally find peace
Feed my ashes to the dirt