Perfection (Demo) Video (MV)

I'm a special snowflake and no one knows how I feel
I've lied to myself so much I don't know what is real
I need to find out how to tame my temper
Before I lose control of my emotions forever
I avoid conflict with people however hard it is
Cause I'm scared of confrontation and I'm scared of arguments
So I don't bring up resentments towards everybody else
And then I always find a way to find fault in myself
I'm overly apologetic but I tend to be apathetic
Cause that's the duality of my brain
I'm impatient, inadequate, inconsiderate, selfish
Because really deep down I'm afraid

I hate all my flaws but they make me who I am
I'll never be perfect, perfection is a scam- yuh!

It seems that my pride has gotten in my way again
Cause the habits I've built seem to spell the end
But I'll never ask for help even when I need it most
Cause nobody can know how I feel alone
Time flies with the blink of a blind man's eye
And with every second I'm a second closer to the second I die
So I gotta make the best of the time I've got left
But I won't waste my time counting every breath
Instead I'll procrastinate and get nothing done
I've got a million things to do but I won't even do one
Until the day I die, or worse not at all
I thought I was a brilliant kid I think I thought wrong

I hate all my flaws but they make me who I am
I'll never be perfect, perfection is a scam- yuh!

I seek attention and crave validation
No matter what I do I make up a justification
I feign ignorance so I don't have to see
The consequences of my actions whatever they may be
I'm impulsive and fanatical and make bad decisions on the spot-
But become indecisive the moment I'm not fought
I always say I'm right even when I know I'm wrong
And I never can admit that because I need to feel like I'm strong
I'm boastful and a braggart and I think I'm not enough
I'm materialistic and aim to just accumulate stuff
I exaggerate my strengths and minimize my flaws
I have ill wishes towards others even those I love

I hate all my flaws but they make me who I am
I'll never be perfect, perfection is a scam