Words can be eyes to the world inside
But my vision's gettin' blurry cause my tongue's been tied
And i don't know how to feel and that's drivin' me insane
My world's gettin smaller every single -'day
I feel like i'm watching myself through my head
Going through the day and going back to bed
Repeating the cycle i'm trapped in this
These days are the same and there's nothing i can do
Rationalization of my suffering relation
Relating elation to these awful sensations
Im a creation imitation lacking imagination
Ego deflation and social isolation
Waking up in sweats and catchin my breath
Another nightmare seeing my own death
Takin a risk riskin' undertow
It's gonna end poorly and that much i know
But without a little risk what's the point to life?
Stayin' inside until the day i die
I'd rather be free outside my comfort zone
Than trapped in this bedroom bored and alone
The mouse already died but the wheel keeps spinnin
If life is just a game i'm not sure that i'm winnin
All i can hope for is to have a little bit of fun
And if things don't work out well what's done is done
Eating sleeping breathing thinking
I wonder how i can ever get this to stop repeating
Eating sleeping breathing thinking
I think i need to stand my ground and i can't keep retreating