Sad Kid Video (MV)

You said I was intriguing but there's something off about me
Afraid of liking anything in case it comes off like a cliche
I care too much about people and the things that they all say
Try to put my thoughts into a song
But it always comes out wrong, why can I never get along
I never wanna stay in one spot for too long

I'm afraid I'll never see Paris in the spring
But I made it out of Texas and that still amazes me
What am I supposed to be, what's life gonna give me, what's not for the taking?
I can see you're shaking, waking every morning in the same day
Cold rain, coffee stains don't make it any easier to leave me

The better your taste in music, the morning f*cked up you seem to be
Are you caught up with usin', the drugs and the ones you're needing
Want a world of escaping but I'm always chasin the temporary
Perfect is one step off of toxic, baby I got it all going down for me
Said he'd never seen a girl that looked so sad, you haven't even seen the bad days yet
Can't we all just forget what I've done, why you always runnin away

Don't mean to starve you out, I'm just trying to carve my heart out and let it bleed
Don't you see I'm weak in the knees, killing myself for the money
I'm not feeling this night, why'd you think it was alright to leave me
Did you lose your phone, do you let it keep ringing, are you really alone?
You told me to slow it down, but I wear the crown of sounds of everything done to me
I don't know what I'm feeling, tying my love up to the ceiling
So let it keep swinging, my cups more than half empty

Yeah I called in sick to make this one
Gonna fake it all until my time is done
No one wants to hang out with the sad kid anymore
No one wants to play around with the bad ones anymore
Are we all bored of the routine
Doing all the same things
And writing it off as creativity
Really it's just killing me
You're filling up on energy
Instead of thinking about whatchu need
We all want the same thing but you're lookin at me in a different way
Than you used to before
Cuz no one wants to hang out with the sad kid anymore
No one wants to play around with the bad ones anymore