I let my life decay right before my eyes
Floodwaters in my mind slowly start to rise
I am not what I need myself to be
I can not be the one thing I need
Seasons change around me
Souls gather to feel my pain
Guilt washes all feeling away
If I were heal myself it would be in vain
I have regrets and they're building up inside of me
I have these feelings stuck inside
I can no longer see a solution
What else can I do
Seasons change around me
Souls gather to feel my pain
Guilt washes all feeling away
If I were heal myself it would be in vain
I am one with my own self doubt
Nothing you say can save me
I no longer have the will to fight
Nothing you say can save me tonight
Nothing you say can save me tonight