Spent all my life searching for the truth
Why am I alive? What must I do?
But every single night I'm haunted by my mistakes
A prisoner by my own hands and this twisted game
I'm so sick and tired of all the pain I cause
They're caught in my god damn web that's haunted by my flaws
I'm desperate for release from the chains that bind
Im desperate for redemption in my darkest times
I can't find a way for my pain to escape
I guess it's here to stay
Oh please I don't want them to see
What is underneath I don't want them to flee
Hear the voices echoing whispers in the wind
Telling me to end it all when I've yet to begin
Hide behind a wall of lies hide behind a false face
But I can see into your eyes cause I do the same thing everyday
I don't want them to know the sorrow that I feel underneath
The world is f*cking cold like the days you were right next to me
I can hardly breathe hanging on right by the seams
I hope that I will change oh I know I will some day
I can't find a way for my pain to escape
I guess it's here to stay
Oh please I don't want them to see
What is underneath I don't want them to flee