Fading, it seems like all of my ambitions have been lately, I don't think that there's anybody that can save me
I hate me, and everything I'm thinking lately
I don't think there's any f*cking way that I can save me
I'm
Faking
My way through pain everyday
I've been breaking
I don't think that there's any f*cking way that I can save me
Feeling like the world keeps looking at me like im crazy, I hate me and all the things I think and say here lately
I'm Trying to find myself again
But it's so hard to find where to begin
Im trying not to give in
But these voices don't seem to want to let me mend
I'd like to believe, that there is some way out
But I'd be lying to myself
Somehow im forgetting to breathe
(There's no way out)
How come nothing ever puts me at ease
(There's no way out)
Surviving this everyday is a feat
(There's no way out)
And no one know how deep im going to sink
Desecrate subconscious trepidation
This hollow void convokes my self desolation
Isolating from the dreadful misery
That's Corrupting my thoughts and plaguing every memory
I resent my own reflection
Unprecedented reasons why
I've lost all sense of direction
Admonished feeling like this life wasn't the first time
But any day I feel I'm going to break
There's no telling how much more of this f*cking shit that I can take
A shadow of myself
Is all that's left to see
A reflection of my demons , my pity and misery
I'd like to believe that there is some way out
But I'd be lying to myself
Somehow im forgetting to breathe
(There's no way out)
How come nothing ever puts me at ease
(There's no way out)
Surviving this everyday is a feat
(There's no way out)
And no one know how deep I'm going to sink
Isolate me
Im self destructing
I tried to save me but my souls reluctant
And I don't think that
This is the first life
I'm treading through this hell
And I can't find my way out
Im treading through this hell
I can't find my way Out
Somehow im forgetting to breathe
(There's no way out)
How come nothing ever puts me at ease
(There's no way out)
Surviving this everyday is a feat
(There's no way out)
And no one know how deep im going to sink
And no one knows how deep I'm going to sink
A reflection
Of my demons
My pity and misery