Without Belief - Depression (feat. David de la Hoz) Lyrics

When I was younger
I made all our memories
We were in the garden
In the sun, smiling from the heart and the calming gentle laugh

You never think the ones you love are gonna leave
And what a burden the weight of death is
Its heavier now then when its started

Its heavier now then when its started
Its heavier now then when its started

Its heavier now then when its started,
When she tried to tell me through shaken breaths
She said darling
I think, his dying

I still want to go with you

I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now your gone and I just cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and

I can feel the darkness consuming me
Its tearing open the hole
You're a one way trip and I cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and

I am sorry
That I was never very good at swimming
So Ill just drown in my depression

You lost your strength
But you never lost your heart
Telling stories from your youth
Still smiling, while your body is failing you

I never thought you would die why we all watched
And what a burden, the weight of death is
No matter all the years

I still want to go with you

I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now your gone and I just cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and

I can feel the darkness consuming me
Its tearing open the hole
You're a one way trip and I cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and

There is a place behind my eyelids
I visit every night to see you smiling
I don't want to just wanna hear your voice in my head
There's not a single day I don't wish it was my instead

I swear it should of have been me instead,
I swear it should have been me

I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now your gone and I just cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and

I can feel the darkness consuming me
Its tearing open the hole
You're a one way trip and I cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and

Can you hear me, I really wish I could hear you say my name
(I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now your gone and I just cant help but fall)
Since you died, I have been dead inside and the misery makes me suffocate
(To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and)

Can you hear me, I really wish I could hear you say my name.
Since you died, I've been dead inside and

I miss you always