19 Video (MV)

I'm almost 19 now
How do I feel this lost
Those nights without you
Made me realize I was
Dreaming bout a future
Until it was gone
What's next is a question
I don't know what I want
You knew the whole time
How the talking made me feel
Said he's just a friend
And all I saw it wasn't real
I knew it wasn't true
But thought that I would just deal
Had to take a lot of time
So that I could heal
I guess it was a different feeling
When we first met
Now I'm gone and
I want you out of my head
I still think of when your feelings
They were first dead
Running searching for answers
While my whole heart bled
You completely changed
(you completely changed)
All those plans we made
(all those plans we made)
You were so afraid
(you were so afraid)
It still makes me think
(it still makes me think)
I hate the way you make me feel like
I could never change
And be the same guy I was yesterday
I never thought I'd write a
Song about my pain then farewell came
It's hard for me now because I've seen the
Side of you who broke me down but also
Built me up It's all so different now and
I'll just wait a little longer for you