wølfe - never deserved Lyrics

Why do good connections always seem to go away
Why do all these feelings always seem to come in waves
I wish I could've been ready for it that day
Wish that I was ready for what you had to say
I just wanted some time so I could process the change
It's only different when you weren't ready to feel this way
It gets me thinking there was something about my ways when you went and left that day
But you said it wasn't me
Your actions show it's something different with the way that you feel
I had these feelings what you said to me it couldn't be real
Tryna tear me down when I never deserved for it to go this way, yeah
It to go this way, yeah
I never thought these opportunities came back around
I finally found someone who was there and to hold me down
If I was hurting you would be there, you would dig me out
I found that peace for the first time and I am lost now
What's this have to do with you
(Feeling upset)
I'm supposed to help you get through
(Ever since we first met)
Communication through the roof
(Don't know where it went)
You're looking for somebody new
(But you know that you can't)
I just wanted some time so I could process the change
It's only different when you weren't ready to feel this way
It gets me thinking there was something about my ways when you went and left that day
But you said it wasn't me
Your actions show it's something different with the way that you feel
I had these feelings what you said to me it couldn't be real
Tryna tear me down when I never deserved for it to go this way, yeah
It to go this way, yeah
And when these thoughts fade away, and I can feel like I'm safe
It's just the back and forth between us it'll never change
I hope that you feel the same, but I know that there's no way
I shouldn't have to go and help someone carry their weight