My thoughts are swirling
Against the ceiling
Internalizing
What's done is done
No turning back now
No winding back
The wheels of time
No point in repeating
Facing my past self would rip open my chest
Now I know that I must stop kneeling
I won't turn back now
I've gone too far
What I am is what I made of myself
I've gone too far
To see the line
I'm supposed to walk
I never was alright
I've gone too far
To find out why
I feel like myself
And I can still fight
Recollecting
It truly scares me
I keep on reflecting
All that I've fought for
Not all is lost
There's always more
To keep on striving
And fighting for
I've gone too far
To see the line
I'm supposed to walk
Yet I bide my time
I've gone too far
To find out why
I feel like myself
No more lies
No compromising
No more lies
Bringing me down
I know who I am
I know what I am
I know that I'm capable
I've gone too far
To see the line
I was made to walk
But now I'm in my prime
I do know why
I say goodbye
I hope that all is well
At least, at least, at least
At least I'm alive
At least I'm alive
The future is mine to redeem