[ Featuring birdcage ]
Nowadays all I ever do is contemplate
Hard to see straight when my eyes are dinner plates
Hoping one day I might forget your face
You can talk your shit, just don't forget your place
Nowadays all I ever do is contemplate
Half the time I don't remember half of yesterday
Hard to see straight when my eyes are dinner plates
I lost the urge to try, man, I'm losing either way
Losing either way
Please take my hand, I'm withered and frayed
I might blow out my brain
Every single day, think I'm going insane
Think I'm going insane
Everybody 'round me keep streaming my name
What game are we playing?
Balcony fire, our house is in flames
I need a recipe, need a breath of peace
You're my ecstasy
Tie it all back like the rest of me
Key in the door, don't let anyone free
Swiped off, like a centipede
You wave a white cloth, I don't feel that energy
I got bloodshot eyes from amphetamines
I'm cut right off, from what she said to me
I thought I liked her, now my minds hurt
Grow up and die first, like a spider
Nowadays all I ever do is contemplate
Hard to see straight when my eyes are dinner plates
Hoping one day I might forget your face
You can talk your shit, just don't forget your place
I've seen some f*cked shit
Can't even tell my best mate
My brain is f*cked mate
Feelings full of f*cking hate
Twenty switchblades stuck under my chest-plate
Birthday, f*ck my birthday
That's the worst day
Nowadays all I ever do is contemplate
Half the time I don't remember half of yesterday
Hard to see straight when my eyes are dinner plates
I lost the urge to try, man, I'm losing either way