Stop
Feel your pulse
Shut your eyes and close it off
Can you close it off
Feel the snakes inside you
Hold your tongue and don't you breathe
The truth will set you free
Set you free
But I'm still wide awake at night
I toss and turn and scream and cry
I hear your voice inside my head
You tell me I should kill myself
And even when I stop to breathe
I think of almost everything
I don't think I can let it go
Let it go
And I can't keep anything straight
And I can't f*cking concentrate
I feel like I'm a bomb and any second I could detonate
I wish that I could wipe it clean
Not stuck inside the in-between
Of losing almost everything which never quite meant anything
Close it off
Shut your eyes and close it off
Ignore the spiders in your teeth
Feel the ghost in the night you
Hold the truth of your disease
You're the enemy
Enemy
But I'm still wide awake at night
I toss and turn and scream and cry
I hear your voice inside my head
You tell me I should kill myself
And even when I stop to breathe
I think of almost everything
I don't think I can let it go
Let it go
And I can't keep anything straight
And I can't f*cking concentrate
I feel like I'm a bomb and any second I could detonate
I wish that I could wipe it clean
Not stuck inside the in-between
Of losing almost everything which never quite meant anything
Never really anything
Never anything
No I let this get to me
Yeah it gets to me
I feel the needle break the skin
I think the poison's kicking in
I pull my car in the garage and cycle out the oxygen
Hear your voice inside my head
Remember that there's nothing left
Bought a couple bullets and I'll never hear your voice again
I can't keep anything straight
And I can't f*cking concentrate
Feel like I'm a bomb and any second I could detonate
Even when I stop to breathe
I think of almost everything
I don't think I can let it go
Let it go
I tie the noose around my throat in hopes that I could suffocate
And maybe if I weigh enough I'll snap a couple vertebrate
I'm glad I'm alone tonight
There's no one to say goodbye
I can't wait to f*cking die
I'm gonna die
Sorry mom