Ignore the Signs
I tried my best
To ask for less
Smoking just to purify
Indulging in self sabotage
Trying to believe my lies
Can't look you in the eyes
I keep trying
Keep Fighting
Keep Fighting
Keep Fighting
Keep Fighting
Keep striving (To match that high)
Realizing (I crossed the line)
I keep fighting (to hold back tears)
Realizing (I need to clear)
I keep fighting (To find my own)
Realizing (I'm not in control)
I keep lying to my own mind
Harmonizing monster's lullabies
I keep fighting to make my own bed
Realizing gotta lay in my mess
Just lay in your mess
Lay in your mess
It's all in my head
You made your bed