Stuck inside of an abyss inside my head I want it over
Put the xannys in the mix I know it's sad I can't be sober
But this just how I get my fix I don't care what you told her
Take a perky with the lean to paradise I'm closer
I just been stuck in the pain ya
Pour 7up with the pink ya
Don't care what you niggas think ya
I like xannys I like lean ya
When I popped my first bean ya
I was 15, mom said they'd make me less anxious but look at the drugs they prescribing me
I didn't think I'd abuse them
I hate myself when I use them
You don't understand all the pain I've been through now I'm stuck with the drugs I can't lose them
Ya I've been misunderstood
You see a kid that been up to no good
You've been blind didn't check under the hood
Really won't stop but I know that I should
And I really hate myself for that
Watching the world around me fade to black
Wanna be normal can never go back
Cuz when I'm sober I'll have an attack... and I can't live with that
Oo, I just been stuck in the pain ya
Pour 7up with the pink ya
Don't care what you niggas think ya
I like xannys I like lean ya
I just been stuck in the pain
Pour 7up with the pink
Don't care what you niggas think
I need xannys and I need my lean