Struggle in Paradise (feat. Doc & IcySol) Video (MV)

F*ck all the pain, f*ck all the bullshit
Me being foolish, drinking it straight
Now my liver is bruising, why do i do this
Every weekend i'm drinking its savage
I cannot cope without drinking a maverick
Bitches and coke are the reason i'm happy
But in the end i'm not solid i'm cracking, yeah
F*ck this attraction, popping these pills just increases the damage
Picking up pieces of heart mine is shattered
Cause all of these people are all made of plastic

Sign of the times, realise I gotta get my grind
Pick up the right time of signs that i could not find
Coming home f*cked up at 5 AM
Mumma woke up, she said i hope you haven't been driving again
F*ck, I find myself lying again
Throwing up on the driveway on her birthday
Nothing to say, nothing to explain
I know I need to sort out some shit in my brain
I know I got low grades
Used to skip math class and go an have a blaze
Haven't seen you in two days
Feels like a year
You help overcome my fear, wipe away my tears
Help me to find a new girl that would care

Yo
I'm tryna figure out which way to go
I know I wanna spit lyrics on the radio
I make beats and write balance the ratio
They say you can't do shit unless you pay the toll

Tryna figure out which way to go
I know I wanna spit lyrics on the radio
I make beats and write balance the ratio
Stay true to yourself and just play ya roll

And no i'm not tryna impress you
And no i'm not gonna stop and fly to the rescue
So guess who?
Bless you
You gotta have respect for yourself
Earn a pay cheque of your own damn wealth
Using my legs to stroll to the motel
Roll me an L an inhale the dope well

Ice cold yeah i'm numb from the pain
Puffing on a smoke feel it rushing through my veins
Tearing out my heart it can never be replaced
An she sings about a perfect life i guess i can't relate
I just don't know how to feel
Made a pact with the devil he ain't sticking to the deal now
I wish life wasn't real, f*ck all of these coping methods
Pop another pill like

Hopefully this grief that i've been feeling is seasonal
Seeming like a life of inner peace for me is unreachable
Life inside the brothers mind is kind of highly unfeasible
Leaving you defeated beaten bleeding breathing the diesel fumes
Irretrievable, I see no evil but I see me lean into
A deep trip when my heart skips a beat or two
Can't even believe what i've been putting my demons through
They go to try to eat my soul and they don't even need to chew
Been a few long years, tearing through bottles of beer
Used to live quick, need a throttle repair
Honour impaired, i'm feeling chronic and weird
Lost and not in the clear, but yo i'm not one to care
Cause under the fear there's something to share
Abundantly yeah
You'll be hearing 'bout me for like hundreds of years
I'll be running with it so they better be coming prepared
Im only here for kicks so f*ck it gimme money then cheers

(Pop another pill like)

I'm tryna figure out which way to go
I know I wanna spit lyrics on the radio
I make beats and write balance the ratio
They say you can't do shit unless you pay the toll

Tryna figure out which way to go
I know I wanna spit lyrics on the radio
I make beats and write balance the ratio
Stay true to yourself just play ya roll

(Just play ya roll)