Worm Ceiling - running out Lyrics

Goddamn, I thought that that would be the last winter I'd see
I didn't think I'd be here to see the leaves grow again
I think I'm coming back, the haze is clearing up again
I think I'm coming back, it's clearing up again
It's been so f*cking long since I heard silence in my head
It's always so damn loud, it's getting quieter again
I'm running out again, I'm running out again
I'm not making any promises to anyone
I know I'll be alright I don't think I want it all to end
I'm running out again, I'm running out again
I'm not making any promises to anyone
I know I'll be alright I don't think I want it all to end
And I wish that I could start my life over
Made so many mistakes, even make em when I'm sober
I'm moving closer to closure, on things I never told her
My mama's trauma's mine, I never told her but I hold her
Really close and now my sister's getting older and I miss her
Missed out on so much, I'm holding tight, I'm forming blisters
I still wonder if I'm the brother she'll look up to when she's older
I wrote this song for you, I hope you know I'll always love you
I'm running out again, I'm running out again
I'm not making any promises to anyone
I know I'll be alright I don't think I want it all to end
I'm running out again, I'm running out again
I'm not making any promises to anyone
I know I'll be alright I don't think I want it all to end