Fade away
And take what I can hold
Bleeding today
So take a look
I try to pick up pieces
But I guess that it's too late
Try to feel awakened
But I dream about my tapes
I've had enough
I can't go back
I wanna be what I can't be
These things inside
They're keeping me
And I am trapped inside my head
A single subject in my head
But only think about my screen
I'm taking cover from the people throwing shade online at me
I try to be what I can't think 'bout
No other options yeah I'm playing with my self doubt
I wanna tell you what I think 'bout
Stimulate it in my head don't wanna break down
She said I'm crying bout the things that I can't handle
Starting fires in my head now that's a scandal
I mean what else am I supposed to do with candles
My fire bright to burn and now I just don't f*cking care I mean like
Crying bout the things that I can't handle
Starting fires in my head now that's a scandal
I mean what else am I supposed to do with candles
My fire bright to burn and now I just don't f*cking care
(I just wanna be happy)
I've had enough
I can't go back
I wanna be what I can't be
These things inside
They're keeping me
And I am trapped inside my head
A single subject in my head
But only think about my screen
I'm taking cover from the people throwing shade online at me
I try to be what I can't think 'bout
No other options yeah I'm playing with my self doubt
I wanna tell you what I think 'bout
Stimulate it in my head don't wanna break down
I've really missed you lately
Think about you while I'm scrolling on IG
And I just wanna say sorry
Cause I never got to say goodbye
(Say goodbye)
Cause I never got to say goodbye
(Say goodbye)
(Goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye)
When I met you I was scrolling on my phone
Now I wanna be alone
I can't wait
And I'm scared of the edge
Bleeding slowly but I can't
I can't
Thinking to myself I've lost my mind
I don't wanna be that guy from paradise
Hearing songs I made and crying 'bout the past
Losing track of time but I ain't too late
I've had enough
I can't go back
I wanna be what I can't be
These things inside
They're keeping me
And I am trapped inside my head
A single subject in my head
But only think about my screen
I'm taking cover from the people throwing shade online at me
I try to be what I can't think 'bout
No other options yeah I'm playing with my self doubt
I wanna tell you what I think 'bout
Stimulate it in my head don't wanna break down
Lost in translation I don't need a thing
(I don't wanna break down)
And I'm crying 'bout the times we had just you and me
(I don't wanna break down)
I just wanna go back to how things used to be
I don't wanna break down)
Say screw the people who don't f*ck with me
(I don't wanna break down)
I'm lost in my own head but
(I don't wanna break down
'Bout time I go to bed
(I don't wanna break down)
F*cked up say f*ck you
F*ck me
(I don't wanna break down)
F*ck all the the things
And I just wanna be happy
I just wanna be happy
I just wanna be happy
Happy happy
I don't wanna break down
I don't wanna break down
Down
Just let me do it over again