Worth The Wait - Slander (Dead Inside) Lyrics

I had to lose it all to find myself
So many wasted years
So many stories to tell
I've forged the beaten path
Couldn't feel anything
Started a fire
Let it die
Just to watch it decay
Ugh f*ck
I've dug the grave
I've planted the seeds
I've buried myself
Six feet deep
I was so dead inside
I hate the fact I'm never satisfied
Now I feel so alive
Burning bright a light I thought had died
Back and forth
These constant thoughts keep me awake at night
Pacing these halls
Feel like a prisoner in my own mind
Strike a match
Watch me burn this world to the ground
These broken dreams are nothing more to me than ashes now
Oh shit
I've lost my mind
Maybe I'm going insane
I've been running in circles
Trying to find my way
Dead inside
I hate the fact I'm never satisfied
Now I feel so alive
Burning bright a light I thought had died
Dead inside
Dead inside
Now I feel so alive
Burning bright
I know you never believed
You always doubted my faith
But now I'm standing alone
And you wish you could relate
I know you never believed
I always knew it was fate
But now I'm right where I belong
And you've got nothing to say
I'm alive
Burning bright
I'm alive
Burning bright
I'm alive
Burning bright
I'm alive
I'm alive
Dead inside
I hate the fact I'm never satisfied
Now I feel so alive
Burning bright a light I thought had died
Dead inside
Dead inside
Now I feel so alive
Burning bright