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Find myself at wits end tryin' to understand
All my life, just one constant within"God's Plan"
Cursed at birth, never to see his"promised land"
Wander lost through the desert, suffer in the sand
As I toil and trouble through all my days
Merely second hand sin, yet damned anyways
Try to reason it, try to unwind in my mind
Why the swords always fall when I try to divine
Every trick I can conjure just pales in comparison
Fool that I am, to continue to parlay my love and tenderness
When everyone leaves in the end
I imagine a day that will come too late
People gathered around with such nice things to say
Or perhaps bearing grudges we failed to bury
And they'd much rather watch me burn than rest in peace
Either way I'll have died for a god that don't give a f*ck if they saw virtue or not
I could weather my knees for eternity
And beg your forgiveness sincerely with passion, but what does it matter
When everyone leaves in the end?
I could be so caring
I could love my fellow man
Like he was my brother
Like only a close sister deserves
But these parasite bloodsuckers swarm me
And drain me of life force if I don't defend
Only comfort I have left to cling to, is hope in the knowledge that
Everyone leaves in the end