Wrekkless - Like This Lyrics

Sorry if I'm acting different
Lately, I ain't been the same
Sorry if I'm acting distant
Lately, I've been far away
Happiness is non-existent
Lately, all I feel is pain
My wounds are self-inflicted
Blood stains on razor blades
I feel the blood dripping
As I drift away
On
Nights like this
When I fight like this
And I cry like this
With this knife to my wrist
Make the slice like this
It feels nice like this
End my life like this
I wish for that bliss
But I don't wanna die
But I don't wanna die a lonely soul
Then again, I don't wanna grow old

F*ck this shit, let me f*cking end it
Cause I can't deal with this life I'm living
In a dark room with my f*cking demons
Always f*cking screaming,
Why the f*ck they screaming
And the only way that I can drown them out
Is when the liquor's pouring, blood pouring out
Spill blood all on the couch
Spill blood all through the house on

Nights like this
When I fight like this
And I cry like this
With this knife to my wrist
Make the slice like this
It feels nice like this
End my life like this
I wish for that bliss

I don't really wanna die
I just want all the pain to end
On my knees looking at the sky
Trying to get face to face with him
But I'll never walk by his side
Cause Lucifer is my only friend
Now the voices are coming in
Reminding me how I'm a piece of shit
And I won't ever amount to nothing
And I know it's true
That's why I grabbed the blade and started cutting
And no one knows the pain I feel
Pain I feel
Suicidal thoughts are a daily thing round here
And I'm feeling all alone
Except my voices when they talk to me
Until the reaper comes
They are my only company
You may say I'm crazy
And I just might f*cking be
But unlike all the others
They will never f*cking leave me on

Nights like this When I fight like this
And I cry like this With this knife to my wrist
Make the slice like this It feels nice like this
End my life like this I wish for that bliss

But I don't wanna die
Then again I don't wanna grow old