Did I Video (MV)

Suddenly
I woke up but I couldn't arise
My whole body was numb like I wasn't alive
People screaming around me doctor trying to revive
I could see myself lying I knew I didn't survive yeah
I died I was on the other side
My body was right there with eyes open wide
I saw my mom cryin, mom I'm over here
I kept shouting and screaming but she couldn't hear
I'll tell you what was my worst fear
That i can't go back that now i'm stuck here
The whole trip of my life is done, now over
I'll give anything to breathe and to start over
I look back at my life to see what I've done
All the money in the world is now worth nthg
Everything I achieved is now worth none
The only thing that mattered if I was missed by someone
DID I live my life and leave a mark
DID I shine a little bit of light in the dark
DID I follow the lead of my heart
Or I kept trying to light a fire without a spark
DID I live my life and leave a mark
DID I shine a little bit of light in the dark
DID I follow the lead of my heart
Or I kept trying to light a fire without a spark
I could see all the people I know they were there
The ones that didn't and the ones that did care
I could see the fake tears and fake stares
Now I know the truth behind their prayers Huh
I look again at my mom what she' s been through to raise me
When I didn't do that good in life she would praise me
She sacrificed all her life working hard daily
Didn't even bother to call her lately
Kept crying and praying God give me one chance
Rectify what I've done just give me one glance
Let me tell my girl I love her just a moment of romance
I shouldn't have made her cry I should have danced the last dance
I'll Go back I'll swear I'll be a better man
I will Change everything I'll make a better plan
If you don't want me back I know I understand
But you know that I give everything that i can
DID I live my life and leave a mark
DID I shine a little bit of light in the dark
DID I follow the lead of my heart
Or I kept trying to light a fire without a spark
DID I live my life and leave a mark
DID I shine a little bit of light in the dark
DID I follow the lead of my heart
Or I kept trying to light a fire without a spark
And then I wake up I was dreaming
Light from the sun beaming
I feel like now I know the meaning
I feel like now I know the meaning
I start breathing...
I start breathing...