I don't think I'm gonna make it home
For the holidays
I'm going through some things
And I think I need to get it straight
I don't think I'm gonna make it home
For the holidays
Cuz I don't have the peace that I need
To go celebrate
I've been on my grind
I've been really tryna shine
I've been looking at the light
Cuz when I look away I'm blind
And I've been wasting all my time
With this baggage that isn't mine
And I worry bout way too much
And I'm close to losing my mind
But I'm really
I'm tryna quit
I know that this isn't it
I'm tryna work all this out
And really I'm getting fit
I'm starting to tell em no
I'm learning how to resist
And shooting behind the lines
And praying that I don't miss
But
I don't think I'm gonna make it home
For the holidays
I'm going through some things
And I think I need to get it straight
I don't think I'm gonna make it home
For the holidays
Cuz I don't have the peace that I need
To go celebrate
Questions without the answers
It's like music without the dancing
Love without romancing
And Peyton without the Manning
And I feel like I'm drowning into a pool of despair
And I don't know how to swim
So I'm looking for air
And I'm begging for help
But nobody's there
And I'm losing my mind
But nobody cares
So
I don't think I'm gonna make it home
For the holidays
I'm going through some things
And I think I need to get it straight
I don't think I'm gonna make it home
For the holidays
Cuz I don't have the peace that I need
To go celebrate