Wyatt James - Today I Felt Amazing, Tomorrow I Felt Horrible Lyrics

Today I feel amazing
My time is coming, been patient enough
Right now I'm so motivated
I speak facts, these rappers just making shit up
I'm so afraid of heartbreak now, this last girl had me aching with love
She just turned me down though so I gotta move on but god dang is it tough
I've been living it up, best I can
This shit is tough but I'm a man
I'll figure it out
Got a few friends, I'm hitting them up
Take pics for the gram, living in the moment
Imma get through it, just gotta stay focused
"Never find a girl like her again", that's bogus
I just pray that by tomorrow I still feel this hopeful
Cause even though I feel good right now I know I'm still not in the clear
One day I'll feel like smiling, the next I'll want to shed tears
We haven't talked in six days even though it feels like a year
Cause I know my heart is still repairing so I don't want to get near
Today I feel like I'm over her
But I know that if I saw her post a story of her with another guy I'd probably feel f*cking horrible
My brain is bullying my heart, overthinking shit, making up scenarios
So I know that by tomorrow it's gonna trick me into feeling low but
Today I feel amazing
My time is coming, been patient enough
Right now I'm so motivated
I speak facts, these rappers just making shit up
I'm so afraid of heartbreak now, this last girl had me aching with love
She just turned me down though so I gotta move on but god dang is it tough
I've been living it up, best I can
This shit is tough but I'm a man
I'll figure it out
Got a few friends, I'm hitting them up
Take pics for the gram, living in the moment
Imma get through it, just gotta stay focused
"Never find a girl like her again", that's bogus
I just pray that by tomorrow I still feel this hopeful
Why do I always keep on chasing the same people
Why can't the inside of my conscious ever be peaceful
I'd smoke to get it there if I wanted to now, it's legal
But I've never been one to run from my problems, that's lethal
I don't treat these women I fall for like they're my equal
I see them as a god given gift and me as a beetle
Even though I know it's bullshit, I'm talented, I don't need you
What I need to do is lose this mentality man it's evil
This ain't me
I'm care free
I'm that guy who always says his life's amazing but these days I'm just who she thinks I am so I'm a bitch with no life or no confidence, it's no wonder she'll never date me
I know I need to move on
Thank god she's moving away soon
That used to make me want to bawl but honestly man it's great news
Cause I don't think that I could get over her unless I'm forced to
I'd say it's cause she's awesome but that would be a poor excuse
For me not having the self esteem needed
To move on without her finally f*cking leaving
So I'm just in my room, writing every f*cking weekend
Cause if I wasn't all I'd be doing is f*cking grieving
Thinking of the past, pissed off that I did this and wishing I did that
I swear this shit is a disaster, it wasn't supposed to happen like this
Listening to raps just doesn't feel as good no more cause listening to her laugh felt so much better
Or did it really
Or is that just my stupid f*cking mind trying to trick me
It always f*cking does that man this shit makes me so angry
Is there just something inside of me that wants to see me break
Please give me a f*cking break
I've been close to her for months and I still feel out of place every time she sees my face
What a f*cking waste of my time
Want to erase every memory of her from my crazy f*cking brain, it's insane man
But it's okay man
But it's okay man
Cause I know that by tomorrow, I'll feel okay man
It's just that today man
Don't feel so great man